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hehe today went out with yueting...went to chinatown to go pan in the box LOL.... ok i conclude tat she is damn blur, slow and retarded....
she keep wanting to find the tu tu kueh or smth..... -.- and hahas she is still shorter than me muahahhahas..... but quite fun lah... i keep disiaoing her lol..... i bought varia and two skull rings ^^... damn nice..... she bought the hibari handphone pouch -.- she almost tripped when she walk out of the shop LOL
huh huh then skip to part when going home lol.... she was trying to read her book... didn't even read a page... then she ask me show her my report book XD... stopped at khatib... walk in the rain lol... we were at patrick's block then i was toking abt him then he appeared LOL... speaking of the devil.... then we parted ways XD hope to go out with her again hahas
while walking home was thinking abt things hahas.... the same old thing..... my determination is dropping .... i wanna forget....
great... i realli wanna talk to u.... but everytime.....
I just cant stop thinking about you....
The Game of Choice ended.... I made my choice... at last... thx to 2 ppl... my bro and my wonderful jie~ thx to them .... i finally made my choice.... i owe them lots.....
juz now daryl had 11 cannons facing him... 4v1 lol... its risk.... got owned... then play 2v2v2 ... lost 1 win 2 ^^
sian tmr got open house and thursday oso... i hope i can go get my skull ring from pan in the box asap!!!
weee my bro rocks... he tells me to choose wad i like... AT LAST... SOMEONE IN MY FAMILY TELLS ME TAT!!! that shut my father up for sure... hahas!! weee he rock man.... BRO FTW!
weee went to ryan foo house yst!! damn fun sia.... his house damn cool... anyway... damn fun sia... played billiard with daryl... won him cuz he gave chance... nv play b4 hahas... then lost to aaron.... zz hahas... RYAN IS NOOB IN BURNOUT! he lost to his cousin when he has infin boost while his cousin doesn't... hahas... then play cards... then cheat... hahas... 4 Qs they say it until it sound like FORK You hahas.... left at 7+... had dinner with aaron and sam... then went home... reach home around 9.45 hahas... ok time to go out... laters
hais dunno wads with me... i juz cant sleep these days... i keep thinking and thinking....
Why must everything I wanted will never happen.... WHY... I just hate it.... I hate being in this family.... I hate being poor... I HATE EVERYTHING..... I WANNA END MY BLOODY USELESS LIFE
I wonder if i'm being paranoid but for some reason... i think you are avoiding me.... a hello ends every conversation....
hahas... screwed up maths paper 2... and i bought vongola rings!!!!
and mare ring too! i lazy upload the 6 guardians rings.... cost me 62.90 hahas
No matter what you say to cover it up, you juz dun trust me.... ever since i was born... you dun even trust me.... you dun give a damn how i think... you dun give a fuck about what i want... yea decide for me... screw up my life ..... FOR ALL THAT I CARE... DO WHATEVER YOU THINK IS RIGHT FOR ME...
Hais... got reminded yesterday abt how clever is my siblings and how stupid i am... yeah reminded me tat i was a disappointment in my family... sadly... even my brother feel ashamed to hav a brother like me..... hais.... i hope i was like them....